D-76

I am writing this post after nearly 1 week. Not that i didn't get time but i got addicted to a serial called "how to get away with murder"... the characters remind me of some people i know...remind of my own weaknesses... well..watched it till the end of season one...which ends in a major suspense.
Today, i cleaned my room...Mauritian style as i told my friend Jo,... i scrubbed..brushed the toilet...and the room feels clean...  Some would think waste of time for a Saturday night but what else can i do? i have watched movies nearly the whole afternoon...and going out...our of question... not in this spooky country...
I am free but on leash...without husband, without kid...i wish i knew how to enjoy without them and without friends...
i am planning to go to mall to have a decent meal and maybe a massage or  a movie tomorrow... right now...the whole plan seem so hard to achieve...hitching the rickshaw...getting hadapsar...then seasons... anything there or not... we'll see...
Craving to talk to someone... but all busy with their own life.. husband... i am sure he will always be busy.... before his problems..with his problems...and even after his problems
...lucky me...